For Me to Live is Christ

Paul true heart of faith even if he is in bonds was to serve others and his hope is "For me to live is Christ". Yes he was in prison and may not be able to be with them, but as much as possible his desire was to go them them. The gain of his life was to go to be with the Lord, and here is the conflict, should he go or should he stay. but as much as God is in control he was at the Lord's disposal.